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| So, now that I'm back.... A quick overview of now =] |
[22 Apr 2009|05:27am] |
* Mood: Creative
* Listening to: 3 Doors Down - Here Without You
* Reading: New Moon - Stephenie Meyer (Re-reading)
* Watching: Twilight (again!)
* Playing: With my hair
* Eating: Nothing... I'm hungry....
* Drinking: Coffee
* Spending the day: Unpacking my suitcase.... I think.
* Thinking: About things, and someone in particular....
So, a lot of you know Joey and I broke up YEARS ago..... Well... We're now back together... Turns out I still love him, and he still loves me... So I'm pretty pleased.
I don't really have much else to say for now, but I shall speak to you all soon, and may even sit down and do a full recap of the last four years....
~Kitten
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[22 Apr 2009|04:57am] |
I really didn't like my new LJ....
So I've come back to the old one!
HELLO DARLINGS!!
Did you miss me?!?!
~Kitt
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| Summer reading list part one |
[01 Sep 2006|12:01am] |
So, I figured I'd compile a list of all the books I read this summer, for those of you that have nothing better to do than read my lj, haha.
Alias Grace - Margaret Atwood
Wow, this book was fantastic, I really don't know how else to describe it. It kept me turning page after page. This one was a compulsary one for English Lit this year, but I'm glad that it's so good. I'll realy be able to enjoy our set text this time round.
It tells the story of Grace Marks, a young Irish girl who moved to Canada with her family when she was a child, and how her life is after she has been imprisoned for the murders of Nancy Montgomery, and her employer, Thomas Kinnear.
Based on real murders, this book is really something special, and I seriously recommend you read this.
The Crimson Petal and The White - Michel Faber
My old photography teacher recommended this to me, after telling her that I read Tipping The Velvet and Affinity (both by Sarah Waters). It tells the story of Sugar, a 19 year old prostitute who'll do anything to get some money, until she meets William Rackham, the heir to a large perfumery, who almost falls in love with her, and gives her everything; A place of her own, more money than she ever would have made on her own, a job as his daughter's nanny, and then, a child.
But life isn't all perfect for her, an in the end, William gets bored of her, and sacks her.
Well written, although the plot towards the end is a little boring, it's definately worth a re-read.
The Historian - Elizabeth Kostova
Really really liked this one. It's about a historian who re-tells the harrowing story of her father being hunted down by Dracula in the 1950's, and the quest to find her mother in the 1970's, who was presumed dead just after her birth. Eloquently written, the book is a real page turner, and even has lots of historical facts and traditional folklore from many countries throughout western Europe.
The Virgin's Lover - Phillipa Gregory
After reading The Queen's Fool, I was left hungry for more of Gregory's work. This book, following on where The Queen's Fool, left off, it tells the story of Queen Elizabeth I and her faithful Master of The Horse, Sir Robert Dudley. The pair had always been in love with one another since they were children, and, the first year of her reign, Elizabeth becomes Robert's lover.
Robert's long-suffering wife, Amy, is murdered, giving Robert the impression that he could marry Elizabeth, and be King of England, but Elizabeth has other plans.
Another novel based on historic events, Lady Amy Dudley was found dead, but whether she was murdered or not was never found out.
Chocolat - Joanne Harris
Lansquenet-sous-Tannes is the new home to Vianne Rocher, her six-year-old daughter Anouk, and Anouk's "imaginary" rabbit, Pantoufle. They arrive as the carnival does, and, a couple of days later, Vianne opens a luxuriant chocolate shop. "La Céleste Praline" bubbles over with the most tempting of confections, topped with an irresistible selection of rich, smooth chocolate drinks. It's Lent, the shop is opposite the church (which Vianne and Anouk don't attend) it's open on Sundays and Francis Reynaud, the austere parish priest is not exactly happy.
As one by one the villagers sidle into the shop to sample Vianne's concoctions, we learn of their characters and secrets, their loves and desires, their troubles and hopes. Sad, polite Guillame and his dying dog. Shoplifting, beaten Joséphine Muscat. And Armande Voizin, still vigorous and perceptive in her 80's, who can see Pantoufle, and recognises Vianne for who she really is.
But Reynaud has his power base. And when Vianne advertises a Grand Festival of Chocolate to start on Easter Sunday, it's all-out war. War between church and chocolate.
Really good read, plan on seeing the film as soon as I can get my hands on it.
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[26 Aug 2006|10:45pm] |
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Just a quick one to say I'm back from my holiday =]
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[05 Jul 2006|02:34am] |
So, just thought I'd say,new layout :D
Will write a full entry soon.
Much love.
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[18 Jun 2006|10:47am] |
Well, it's been absolutely AGES since I last wrote.
I have a new boyfriend.. Well kind of. We're not offically together, but it feels like we are. His name's Harry. He looks like Gavin Henson, but a lot fitter.
I don't really know why I'm writing this. But I'll write it anyway, because I want to tell someone.
:D
~Stell~
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[28 Mar 2006|09:24am] |
ok, so I might have lied when I said that I would be back......
College work is so tough right now, I can't wait for the day we finish... I know it's not for another 3 months, but here's wishing =D
So, update on life atm:
My dad's ill. Doctors are saying if he doesn't cut down on his smoking and starts to eat healthily, he could die soon, like in 6 months...
My mum and dad have finally(I hope) put the past behind them are they're getting on really well.
Matt and I are talking again. That makes it 6 months since we split up, and I told him that I'd start talking to him when I was really over him. However, what he doesn't know is that I've been over him for about 4 months. His mother still sends me messages every now and then to see how I am.
It's been two months since I got with Kunal. Well, it'll be exactly two months on the 29th, but it's close enough.
Yesterday my depression hit hard, and he was there for me the whole way through. I told him everything; the pregnancy scares that I had whilst with Matt, the last pregnancy scare with Craig, the fears about my dad, the fear that he would leave me for someone so much more beautiful than me, everything. And you know what he did? He stood there, stroking my hair and telling me everything would be fine and that he wasn't going anywhere because I'm everything he needs. He's so wonderful, and perfect, and I can't believe he's mine. I keep telling Andrea that I think he's the one. She keeps telling me that we were made for each other, and I believe her now. Our bodies fit together perfectly, and being with him makes me feel like I've found the other half of my soul.
..... Sorry about teh mushiness there, but I needed to tell someone or I'd just die.
And OMG. I've been singing this song everytime I see him, and it's playing on the Radio.
"You to me are everything,
the sweetest song that I can sing,
oh baby, oh baby.
To you I guess I'm just a clown
Who picks you up each time your down,
Oh baby."
[/mushiness]
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| Blergh |
[07 Mar 2006|03:29pm] |
I hate being ill. I've been in bed since 7pm last night, and I only got up an hour ago because I had to puke. I'm still feeling awful but I needed to get myself up and start updating my pixel site, getting some more work done, creating some new dolls...
Also, I have a new writing LJ. fanfic-by-Kitt.livejournal.com or you can click on the link at the side of my lj =)
Much love guys.
xXx
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[23 Jan 2006|10:07am] |
It's going to be a while longer before I return to fandom... I have my cousin uploading my old fics for me right now, as I can't actually do it. I have so much work to get out of the way, but I hope it will happen soon!!!!!!!!!
I miss you all. Very much.
*love, hugs and kishes*
Stella
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[08 Dec 2005|08:34pm] |
I've been away for too long. I promise I'll be back properly very soon.
Love love.
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[12 Jun 2005|08:54pm] |
I've finally decided to make this a friends only journal.
Thanks you Serpentsortia for this!
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[10 Jun 2005|05:28pm] |
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Well, she's blown it completely now. She's been talking about me behind my back so badly, and then she denies it to my face! I can't believe I ever trusted her. I can't believe I took down my defences around her. I should never have done it. And the worst thing is, these new friends of hers, they don't even like her, not all of them. She told me that they had problems with me, but I spoke to one of them, and they said that they barely know me, so they can't have a problem, because we don't talk. She shit-stirs, according to the one I talked to. And she's annoying.
She talks about me behind my back and yet she comes to me when it suits her, when they ignore her, or they leave her. I'm the one that sorts her out. She's a complete bitch. I still can't believe I let her into my life and let her destroy the friendship I had with Cari-ann. At least if she has a problem with me, she'll tell me to my face!
*screams* I hate her so much. I want all my stuff back from her. If I don't get it back, there will be hell to pay.
Stephanie
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[05 Jun 2005|04:57pm] |
I don't understand this, not at all.... I'm going crazy, I think. Goddess, I hope so. I no longer understand anything that is going on in my life, which I suppose is good... Father may have some business in Portugal this summer, and I may be going for 10 days.
Okay, I'm going to go through my Flist. If you still want to be on here, comment.
Okay, I'm very undesicisive at the moment. I'm NOT going through my list after all. I'm very emotionally unbalanced today.
I've just created my very first LJ layout on my journal!
Stephanie
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[03 Jun 2005|03:46pm] |
I don't know what to do.
I've had dreams about HIM again. After all this time, I thought those feelings were over for him, but they aren't, it seems. What am I to do when he leaves for Australia!!*cries*
I know it is wrong to lust for him, yet, I can't help but lust for him. Oh god, what do I do? I feel like Hannah The Fool from Philipa Gregory's novel, The Queen's Fool, torn between a man I love and a man I lust for and cannot have. Why does my heart allow itself to be tortured by such foolishness?!
On another note, I can't stop singing songs from Phantom of The Opera. So, yes.....
Stephanie
Oh God, if I agree,
What horrors wait for me
in this, the Phantom's opera?
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[25 May 2005|01:10pm] |
Well, I think I should write about my last day at Tamworth Manor High School, but I don't really want to.... There is however a piccy which I want you all to see :D
( Piccy Piccy Piccy!! )
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[05 May 2005|10:52pm] |
Haven't updated for a few days *slaps hand*
Started another fic, again Ginny/Tom, this time it's during the summer after CoS, with Ginny trying to cope with not having him around.
May be starting another fic, but I'm not too sure. I want to make sure this is finished properly. My beta is away at the moment, she emailed me to say she wasn't sure when she'd be able to beta for me.
I'm pretty pissed off because everyone got places at Graveney, but I didn't even get a fucking interview, and I feel pretty stupid.
I'm watching the election coverage, so I'm going up to my bedroom soon to finish watching it. This is something I should be watching.
Happy (belated) birthday to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) lafina
Love you darling!!
Kitt
xxxx
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| New one shot, reminiscing, |
[02 May 2005|11:23pm] |
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Well, today was very productive. From about midnight last night, I felt the urge to put pen to paper, as it were, to pen a one shot. I'm not going to give much away about it, but it may be up by next week hopefully, if I have enough time to finish it after school, and get it typed up.
I've been watching video footage of Busted performances. Yes, I do still miss them, I do still cry sometimes, and lately, I've been listening to them all the time that I can. They are all doing well, so my sources tell me, and I am happy, but I wish they were still together. My room has never looked more bare since the posters I've had up for 3 years were finally taken down.
Anyway, I need to finish some things before I go to bed.
Kitt
xxx
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| New Layout, New Journal Title. |
[30 Apr 2005|11:46pm] |
Well, I have a new layout,and a new journal title. This is also the layout for my writing journal, smutty_kitten so go friend that too! *pimps*
I have nothing else to say really, except my back hurts....
Kitt
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[26 Apr 2005|10:08pm] |
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Don't know why, but I feel the sudden urge to update...
I think it is the fear of being forgotten.
OMG Sasja has not been online for decades, and he hasn't responded to my emails. I am very worried about him. I can't help it if there are a few lingering feelings there for him, can I? I mean, he was my life for almost 3 years... Surely that means I'm allowed to have a few feelings about him?
Strange how 6 months with someone who owns your heart now can't erase the someone who owned your heart before that. I don't think I'll ever be free of Sasja, but in some ways,I don't want to be free of him. I want the friend I used to have back. He was funny, kind, and the best at solving problems. Somewhere along the way, I fell for him, and I know it was the fact that he was just everything I'd ever needed.
*slaps self*
This is all fantasy. This was never real. It was real when I needed it to be real but its no longer real. But if thats true, why do I cling to the memories of yesterday?
The person sitting behind this computer, reading this entry back, is trapping the person who writes it. The person writing this is trapped in the past, forever longing for a taste of what could have been. But she is also trapped in the body of the person who is rational, and happy with her new love. She will always be trapped, supressed because there is no longer the mind abusing, heart aching relationship which I think she feeds on to survive. Maybe she will die out when she realises that abusive relationships will never happen to her again. Maybe not. We shall have to see.
I've thought about this alot today, and I know Matt noticed it too. He kept asking me if I was alright. I had to lie and say I was fine. I don't want him to think I'm not in love with him anymore.
I am...I just might still be in love with Sasja.
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[21 Apr 2005|06:16pm] |
well, Dani has CD:uk tix again for this weekend :D yay!!
I won't be online much until july.. I've really gotta revise for my finals. Love to you all,
Kitt
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